TRYING SOMETHING NEW :))))

Everybody reaches a point in their life where they realize they're not who they thought they were, and everything they swore they'd never become, they've already became. This year is when all of that happened to me. I changed so much from last year, but you know what, I'm glad I did. I don't take things for granted because I've learned from my mistakes. I'm grateful for everyone and everything that's ever happened to me in my life. People can surprise you. The one's you think you know best, are the one's who you truly don't know at all. The truth is, we all only care about ourselves and are intentions, We say we don't, but we all only have our best interests at heart. I wish we weren't like that. I wish the world would be different & people wouldn't be so selfish. But that's too much to ask, isn't it? Everybody will let you down sometime, I guarantee it. You can't go through life thinking everybody cares about your every little problem, some of us do, but honestly, most of us don't. People lie. People cheat. People steal. That's life. You can't hold grudges against someone if they've done one thing against you that you don't necessarily like. Well guess what? You've done the exact same thing a million times too. I don't really care about drama, it's so freaking Sad. I laugh at it. What's the point? Seriously, you think that you'll really care about a microscopic problem you've had in Secondary school or University 30 years from now? I doubt it. It won't even affect you. Maybe broken friendships, but that's it. I've learned that the people you hang out with can really affect you. You might think that you don't care what people think about you, but the truth is, everybody cares. Even if they may not know it. If nobody cared then no one would wear make-up or buy expensive clothes or anything. Whoever you spend your time with will gradually change you, for the good or for the better, into the person you're going to be. I think it's sad how people do drugs, smoke, and drink just to fit in. Where's that going to get you? It might make you feel good in the moment but think about your life down the road, you could have a serious addiction, and you'll probably die at an early age. I want to live a life that I'm proud of. I want to do everything I've ever dreamed of. This Year I'm doing whatever I want, and I'm not gonna regret it. A life that hasn't been lived isn't a life at all. You have to take risks. I promise you,
it'll be worth it.